Wow, I haven’t really been posting much on here because I have been so crazy busy living life. No I have not been losing weight and eating healthy all the time but I am active in my everyday life and I don’t really overeat. The last few months between work and school have been completely chaotic and hectic and than I fell in love. We’ve only known each other for 6 weeks but these 6 weeks have been the best in my life. I feel like I have known him forever, I believe he is my soul mate. I know it is to soon to say that but it’s how I feel. I am so deeply in love with him that I can not not smile. And the best part is he is in love with me too. I never in a million years thought I would find love. I never in a million years believed I deserved it. I still don’t. I know I am not good enough for him, but I can’t let him go. I need him in my life. Last night I gave him my virginity. I know it is so soon and I know I need to slow things down but I also know that when I am with him I don’t regret anything. Which brings me to the real reason for this post. I am questioning the significance of virginity. Last night I was a virgin and than I wasn’t and I expected to feel completely different and like a woman but really I feel like myself. I don’t think that I am suddenly changed because I’ve had sex. While it hurt like a bitch and I did bleed it wasn’t so bad that I would never want to have sex again, in fact I can’t wait until I do. The only real reason for this post is because a few months back I posted about my virginity and what not and saying I was going to die alone and now everything has changed. If anyone has any thoughts or a different experience when it comes to losing their virginity, message me.
xoxo
Heather
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I’ve been single for so long that it has ruined me. I can’t handle relationships or not even that..but the part were you’re building up to one. No, or even having someone interested in me. I can’t deal. I don’t like to be complimented all the time. I don’t like someone doing everything for me. I…
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